Project 52 | THIRTY FIVE

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Oh, there are so many words dancing in my head right now. The lack of time to write is making my head spin and I am in serious need of some cathartic writing time. Now’s not it, but it’s time to purge my brain.

Many of you know I am in serious love with Instagram. It has been such a joy for me during the last six months and my heart overflows with happy each time I get in bed at night & re-live my day. I love the moments I capture on a whim. & sometimes, those moments are the only thing that keep me going. Choosing to remember the joy.

There are tears and dark circles, cups of coffee and yawns galore each day. But…this is just a season.

I made a deal with myself back when I started writing this blog five years ago, that I would always write from a place of positivity. I would share, encourage and struggle out loud. But I would not complain. I would not criticize. I would not judge. & the last six months have really taught me a lot about myself. Complaining does no one any good. Judgment? Who needs it. Warm support? Can’t get enough.

Those of you who have reached out to me–with kind words and abundant encouragement–on days where I could barely keep my eyes open–thank you. You have helped me keep my positive spirit. It has been easy to lose, but at the end of the day, I am positive. A loving husband. A beautiful girl. A beautiful boy. Images to remind me of their joys. It’s not all perfect, and pretty, and wonderful. But enough of it is. & that is what I’ll choose to remember.

Here’s an article that I think you might find worthwhile, if you’ve been as sleep-deprived and exhausted as I have lately. It’s worth the read. Promise: dear sweet mom who thinks she is failing.

Happy weekend.

xoxo.

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& Project 52 is off to a very collaborative start! If you’d like to join in–it’s not too late. Here’s everything you need to know about

my 2012 Project 52.

& those of you who are linking up (please let me know if you need to be edited/added!):

Adventures in MommyhoodAnd NowAubrey My LoveBlossoms & VintageBugs & Boo-Boos Candice CravesCandidly Colette Caynay PhotographyChristina’s Project 52 Chronicles of KTClaire Jane The Crain’s Nest Dana Moran Photography The Daulton Dabbler Englexas Everything Eatherton Fairy Wings & Dinosaurs Finding Joy Firecracker MamaFreckled PinkFrom Stanwood to Seoul Gin & Juice Boxes Heather Marie PortraitsIci & LaIt’s a Graham LifeIt’s a Strange & Lovely RideKate L Photography Keeping up with the Carters Kim Percival PhotographyLiving for Love Lizzi Photography Mahina & Lucas Mama Bethany McLain Padilla Photography Mist Moments Memories by Mere Moments & Impressions The Mommyhood Memos Moo with Me Moxie Made My Tots TravelNavigating the MothershipNicole Dina PhotographyOh the Places We’ll GoOur Baby Behr Our Splendid Little Life Phreckle Face Photography Quiet FootstepsRachel Gray PhotographyThe Robersons Shades of Bliss Shutter Mama BlogSide of the TableSimply Us Snaps of Our LifeSquamish Baby The Todd’sTruly Dedicated Mommy We Aren’t Scared of SugarWe’re Better Together Wicked KateWokabout Z as in Zebra

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Elizabeth - I had friends tell me I looked like I had it all under control and my son looked so happy in his early months of photos. Like you, I chose to capture the smiles because that’s what got me through the crying, bouncing, rocking, up every hour for nights in a row, arguing with my husband etc. I have a few cranky pictures, but I choose to hold on to the positive because I am lucky to have successfully carried my baby to term. Sometimes pictures don’t tell the whole story, but rather the story we need them to tell to inspire us.
Thanks for sharing the links and your family

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Victoria - Thank you for sharing this ‘dear sweet mom’ article. Loved reading it.
You are doing such a fantastic job with your sweet babies. I love keeping up to date through your blog and instagram. x
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Victoria - Thank you so much for sharing this ‘dear sweet mom’ article. Loved loved loved reading it.
And thank you for such a great blog. I LOVE checking in every week and reading your latest article. Also love following your little family on instagram.

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Traci - I love the blog you linked to! And you are doing an amazing job!! I love to check in on your blog every few days to hear an update and to see if things are getting easier. Soon enough you will be that crafty, full of free-time and energy mom again and both of your babes won’t remember the long, tired days you are currently in. You will get through this time!

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Rocio Rincon - Hi, thank you so much for sharing the article!!! I feel just the same! My sweet Sofia is 6.5 months old and although my heart is filled with joy sometimes it’s so overwhelming. It was really inspiring. Thanks.

xoxo

Rocio R.

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Jeannette - I once heard that the only thing we can control in this world is our attitude, and I truly admire your ability to do so! You are teaching your children an amazing lesson this week! I pray things get better for you soon!
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Michelle R - I love the picture of Everett in his highchair with Caroline. He looks like she’s just told him the best joke. One day at a time and you’ll get back there!

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Tara - You are doing SUCH an amazing job. I remember this time….in retrospect it is all just a blur to me, but at the time it was torture and it took everything to get out of bed. You have such a great attitude about it—trying to capture all the positive that you can so that when you look back on the blur, you’ll have a lot of smiles to remember.
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Nicole - love you!!!! your doing the best job :) miss you
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